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So many emotions, so few somethings... whatever [14 Dec 2004|02:12am]

[ mood | crushed ]

I have been sitting here for about 2hrs now trying to figure out how to say this but...
Megan and I have had a "mutual breakup". We are no more. But apparently we can still be friends... right.
You can't bullshit a bullshiter! We never do anything anymore and I guess something just doesn't feel right about us together. ermm...

Well now I am sitting here... alone in this world. No one left. I've killed them all. I strapped a hand grenade of emotions to thier hearts and pull the pins. Everytime I pull that pin, I nuke another village of love, inside of me. No warnings, no alarms, no suprizes, I just destroy them without any purpose. I fill myself up, only to drill a hole and let it all excape. I have done that so many times now, that it is like filling up a cup with water, but the cup has thousands of holes in it already. And there are not enough fingers to plug the holes. I am out of tape and anything else that could stop the bleeding. Of all the things I have asked for I ask for only this now. I ask of someone to pull my pin, and let me explode.

If anything good has come to me resently, I maybe getting a free car!!! A friend of mine has an old Ford Futura, and just wants to get rid of the damn thing. It has some work to do on it, but I figured that all I have to do is get it to my place, an have my trucker friend, Harold, look at it and see what he can do. I figured that since this type of car no longer EXSIST (call Ford and ask, I did and they said that the Futura doesn't exsist), the insureance will be next to nothing!!!

All in all... I am just so confused, I don't know what to do anymore. SOMEBODY PULL MY FUCKING PIN!!!

1 Kiss To Kill Going Down With Love

I must be gay! [13 Dec 2004|11:34am]

[ mood | curious ]

I want to know that if I pass up a chance to stay at my g/fs dad's house for 2 nights and 3 days does that make me gay? I mean, I was almost guarenteed to get laid finally!!! And I said "NO"!!! I feel so gay now. Even my friends at Nixit's were telling me that I HAD to be gay to completely pass that up!

What are your guys thoughts, am I? Does it make me gay to pass up (I am sure it would be) GREAT SEX?

1 Kiss To Kill Going Down With Love

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21 Kiss To Kill Going Down With Love

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